Sitting, Waiting, Wishing. Worrying.

June 26, 2013


Sitting: At gate 46 in SFO at 5:40am.

Waiting: To board. To depart for New York at 6:30, in under 1 hour. To arrive in Paris, in 17 hours. To spend my first day and night in Paris with see Christina Hobbs.
To have an experience of a lifetime?

Wishing: That everything will be okay.
To have an experience of a lifetime.


Worrying: That not everything will be okay.
That I forgot something important. That my checked bag will get lost. That someone will pickpocket me. That I won't know how to figure out my trains. That my French isn't good enough. That I'm going to make a huge fool of myself in the kitchen. That I don't know how to be a (sort of) real person.